Pressure ! :')

So many pressure </3
so hurts , so sad , so fan ! </3
i really dunno wan use what word to say my feeling now </3
Hey , i already din take him come inside more ! now you all so happy ?
i know i still small and eu all sure will say me but why small cant relationship with him ...
i tell eu all i will love him till i die , if 1day he leave me or what i wont regret ... </3 :')
coz i noe my self , what i'm kind of people :')
But i cant promise i can accompany HIM forever :')
maybe i will die faster than him or what </3
My MAN , at here i can tell eu , if 1day your hearts wont love me any more but i still will love you
and i will let's you go away , coz i will give my lover happy and happiness :)
 Now you all so happy right now i will become crazy soon ! THIS all is you make !
i really cant understand u all think what ! yours brain think what de !
i really dunno !
I HATE YOU!