September :)

Bello ! :)

September , this sor po birthday :)
Ytd just celebrate shamy birthday :)
 Is a good Memories :)
It should be this year shamy wang most happy baa ?
Maybe :)

Single life 3month more already :)
Already single 3 month , no need you already !

AND i at here tell you !
No metter how i wont accept you anymore !
NO MEANS NO !
Dont ask again ! We just NORMAL friend ! PLEASE !

Stay Tuned ! :) 

August .

hmmm .... today your birthday .... wish you already .
Hmm ... i think i will nothing but .... i .... </3

Heartbroken . throwback , our memories </3
Damn hurts , all those memories hurting me </3
Damn pain , wth . what can i do , you already got new GF , new life ,
No need me anymore , i just the extra in your life
Maybe , her better than me treat you.
But , i just can say , no ones can replace our memories in your brain .
ofcoz her also cannot .

this 2 years memories is not easy to save it .
but now you gonna forget out memories and start a new memories with her.
i just cant out you down , i not love you.
i just feel dont like it , dont misunderstanding , if you saw it Mr.Lim .


anyway , happy bithday to TA.

Stay Tuned </3

New Life :)

Bello :) 

Long time no update my blogger :(
actually i'm single now :)
started my new life , not matter how i am still the CPY , friends dont worry about me
i will stay strong forever , and will think
positive always :)
Even when i sad , i still got you all support me :)
Really thankiew very muchiesss <3

From this time , i finally know already , i won't so stupid again
Just let it go , this 2 years 4month just a dream for you .
No matter how , you choose her i nothing but you dont regret .
Just a thing i want to tell you.
Your things i wont care already , and you no need care about me also
Dont bizzy body please , now my thing not your business d
PLEASE dont busy body again .
And i do friend with who noon of your business !

PLEASE respect my friends !

New Life , New of ME ! :)

I wont wasted my tear becoz of you.
DELETE all.
I just miss the memories not YOU .

Anyway , you let me see true you .
Make me have a answer in my heart already .

Lastly , i just going on my life .
And Smile to the world :)

Stay Tuned ! :)

2013. First post :)

Hello my 2013 :)
Hope this year my PMR will get a result is good :)
Hope us can pass this year and celebrate next year anniversary :)
Hope my friends with great and love them :)

this year i hope is good for me :)
please me awesome , great and happiness :)
dear , anniversary feel great ?
i dont think so......
i sad .....

whatever , hope all thing is be good :)

STAY TUNED ! :) 

New year ? Painful

Happy new year all .....
This day really make me painful , sad , speechless .....
How can you so selfish ?
Go drink beer with your friend and your girlfriend alone at house ....
You really selfish Nixon Lim Jia Wan !

Do you know that painful ....

You won't know ......

时间过得很快。

More than 1months I didn't update my lovely blogger :( 

Becoz laptop spoil already can't update now also use iPad update :) 

Count down 12days :) 

Ours 700days :) 

More than 1month is our 2nd years anniversary ❤ 

Just stay happiness and strong with you , dear :) 

Maybe they don't believe that we can together till end but we will try right ? 

Boy , don't make me disappointed too :( 

Please 💔

So happy that we 5 jimui 4person got their boy friend already only SOO YONG don't have xD

Girl ! GEMBATEH lorhx :) 

Okay , this year really happened so many things . 

I just wish next year 2013 will be awesome and great 

That's all :) 

Stay tuned ❤

October . My Birthday :)

October ! :) 
My lovely MONTH ! =] 
My birthday , celebrate with THEM :) 
Fann Shuu bii , Puii Mun and Drake ❤ 

Morninq 11.30am when to Sunway pyramid :) 
Gaii gaii and sing K :) 
Next round , Low yat buy my birthday present ❤ IPhone 4S ❤

That day , got litter bit not happy. 
Ermmm .... Hard to say it :') 

Wish i could pass all the Anniversay , Valentine's Day , 
Birthday of US and everyday with HIM ❤ 
Cannnn this dream come true ? :( 

I wish cannnnn ❤ (: 

26.10.12 > Gentting ! ❤ 

Fann shuu bii , rukii and bryant :) 
around 6pm go , 7pm reached :D 
But that day not feeling well ! :( 
BUT i still wanna play ! :D 
Muahahahahahahahahaha ! :P

Let's see Pic : v 

29.10.12 ❤ Mid Valley With HER > Wendy :) 

Afternoon , 12noon  ❤ 
Mid Valley :) 
1.30pm Watch ' The Fierce Wife ' ❤

Damn nice and awesome ! =] 
After movie ! HEHEHE ! 
Sushi Zanmai ! :P
Yummy ! :D 
Last , just shopping awhile than need go home luuu :) 

时间过得很快 .

不知不觉 , 10月了 .
快考完试了 , 我的生日快到了 .
不知不觉 , 我们共度了 630 天 :)

不知不觉 ，我怎么了 ?
怎么说呢 ？ 说不出口 .
是我变了 , 还是你变了 ?

我应该放弃吗 ？
我很烦很烦.
我怎么了 ?
发神经 ? 傻去了。
钟佩欣 ! 钟佩欣 ! 不要想那么多了 !!!!!
要不然你会疯掉 !
亲爱的 , 不要这样了.

朋友 , 你还好吗 ?
怎么了 ? 我们还好吗 ?
大家怎么了 ?

我心情 此刻我非常 EMO ! </3
不知怎么了 ?
好想找人聊聊 . 可是找不到 .

寂寞 , 孤独 别找我 . 我会害怕 </3

提醒。

是时候写一写了 ....
不知何时我们变了 .....
你好像不是我认识的你 ?
怎么了 ？ 难道是我的错觉 ?
璇 , 你觉得呢 ? :(
我们3个人，可不可以不要再吵架了 ... 不要再别人背后说对方的坏话了 ....
我真的不想了 ... 很烦，很烦 ..... 很压力 ，很矛盾 ....
或许你不知道 ， 你们都把我当坏人来看待 ，可是我不管你们怎样想....
我还是没有说什么 ....
可是你们可不可以认真的考虑我们3个人的关系 ?
难道一辈子都是这样吗 ?
我真的不想.
你们可不可以有点行动 ?
请你们回答我吧 !

忽略 .

我不喜欢给人忽略，可是往往给人忽略 ...
我真的TMD可怜 ....

你们知道吗 ?
朋友，情人什么永远不分开都是屁话 !
朋友再好有时也会出卖你的时候.
情人再爱也会分开 ！

我 .... 应该怎么办 ?
谁可以教教我.....
我好累好累 .... 朋友你在哪里 ?
爱人你在哪里 ?

我需要你们的关心 , 爱护 ,  疼爱 .....
我真的很需要 :(
不要离开我 ....
我害怕寂寞没有人陪 .....
I'm scared when you all leave me alone </3
Darling please don't :(

我总是在想你们到底有没有当我是朋友 ?
有没有顾到我的感受 ....
你们有吗 ?
突然觉得 ，你们已经彻底忽略我了 ....
你们还记得钟佩欣吗 ?
我看你们应该忘记了 .... </3

我不存在了 你们会很着急吗 ? </3

我的心情 , 我的故事 .

一个人的话可以影响我们一整天的心情 . 

无论是谁都好 , 你们的确很有影响力 . 

你们知道吗 ? 

每次你们都在那儿滔滔不绝是我却进入不到你们的话题里.

那种感觉你们知道吗 ?

被人忽略的感觉一点都不好受 . 真的 .... </3

你 ! 可不可以不要那么自大 , 骄傲 , 野蛮 , 自以为是 , 霸道 , 白痴 ! 

我真的Betahan你了 .... 

再将下去我真的快疯了 .... 我说真的 . 

幸福  , 是需要受过伤才得来的 . 

不过 , 没关系 . (': 

我很享受这幸福 <3 :) 

男人 , 不知不觉我们度过了605天 =] 

1年8个月 :)

我非常珍惜我们的感情 :) 

你呢 ? >.< 

我爱你啊 , 男人 <3

朋友 , 你们千万别离开我 :( 

我需要你们 。 我的好姐妹 <3 

我爱你们 <3 

我的心情 , 我的故事 ❤

朋友

Friend is just like a secret ....
No ones will know the true ... (':
when you know the true , you will know that friend is just kidding us .

朋友 ...
姐妹们 , wendy shamy :)
我真的真的希望我们是永远的好姐妹 :)
不管发生什么事都不可以隐瞒 :(
不要为了别人的话而伤了我们的感情 :(
我发誓我钟佩欣绝对不反悔 ! :)

你们呢 ? :(

我在等你们的答案 :(
FB 等你 :)
我希望 <3

Bye August , Hello September :)

* sorry for late update *

hey september please treat me good :(
dont give me sad memories :(
i hope got happiness , happy and sweet <3

haiz , what a borinq day /___\
HELP ! exam is cominq soon ! :(
i dont exam ! i dont want go form 3 ! i dont want PMR !
I dont want grow up ! i just want be a little girl :(

以前大家都是朋友 , 现在 ? 看见对方都不敢打招呼 !
这世界就是那么现实 !
你不找我 , 我就不找你 !
这就叫现实 !

TMD ! 现实 ! 没关系的 , 有什么事不要找我 !
我是不会帮你的 ! 凸
不要说我残忍 ! 你不仁我不义 !

* 请不要对号入座 *
谢谢合作 !!!!

怎么了 ....

不知为什么1年7个月的纪念日我不开心 ...
我是怎么了 ？ 难道.....?

可是我的心好像还不舍得他 .....
我还是会为他流泪 ....
还是会想他 .....
可是最近他很忙很忙 ，忙到连睡觉的时间都没有 ....

我知道我不应该怪他 ... 可是我的心就很生气他 !
有什么事比我还重要的 ! :(
我也不知道 ...

My boy please dont treat me like that lerh ! :(
If not i will die soon </3
please .... </3
my heart damn pain </3
i know you so busy and you no time also but dont treat me like tat can ?

LOVE ?

Today title is LOVE .
Erm ..... so many people maybe know wanna find a lover is not easy .
BUT we still waiting that Right People :)
We always say LOVE is wont 一生一世 .
But we still trust LOVE .
Why ?
Because that we need love but we cant accept LOVEis hard to 一生一世 .

Just like US .
Me and my boyfriend .
I know maybe we can't together till end of the life .
BUT i try my best the treasure our relationship .
Erm ... i think hubby you also ? =]
I hope that answer is i wanna hear it . =]

为什么 我们总是在自欺欺人 ?
为什么女人总是伤害自己 ?
就因为你是女人 ?

我也是女孩 .... 我也不是很明白 ...
总是伤害自己 .....
我有时就觉得很累 , 很崩溃 ....
为什么他不了解我 , 不明白我 ....

难道真的只有好姐妹才会懂吗 ?
我看没人了解我 ....
只有她 .... <3
虽然我们的友谊只是2年8个月 =]
就算我们betahan对方的性格 , 我们还是好朋友 =]
我的朋友 =]
我爱你 :)


By : Yan Yan

Anniversary =]

4days more is ours anniversary =] 

Happy :D 

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee =] 

this 2month we got so many regret :( 

but we still tgt =] 

thankiewwww  baby 

thankieww you can tahan my pi qi :( 

thankiewwww =] 

Hubby sorry your birthday present dint give you :( 

sorry arh >.< 

Dont angry worrrrr :( 

Next year , give back you xD =] 

HEHEHE , hubby wont so xiao qi geh :D 

right ? :) 

Not Important At All .

I'm just not important any more , why ?
becoz HER ?
Don't Know .... :')
feel hurts when u saying her ...
Is DAMN 7 HURTS ! </3
How i hurts i aso choose dont want tell you , i scare we will fight again like last time
want break again .
I choose to cry out when before sleep everyday night . </3
Am i right ?
If i dint know you , you wont break with her ?
Maybe now u got a very very very good gf ?
Or i have go away from you now ?
But i cant .... i cant put down you ... why ?
Becoz i love you so much so much . 
You know ? :')
I just want you like lao po care about me , take care me , loves me <3


I want HATE her or what !?
i really dont know ....
i dont know me and her still can do  friend ...
Can or Cant ?
i also dont know .
i know i so easily den will hap chou but you also same .

Haiz .....

</3

TIRED .

I damn tired is this few month , don't know why , all the thing like wan to kill me
at the same time come find me ! WTF ! I cant tahan , cant control :(
Don't give me pressure please . </3
I fuckinq tired , don't care how i tired but i still continue my homework , this few day really killing me !
homework please don't kill me again ! I scare d ... :(
don't know , you wanna win me in the exam , is just a exam pls
we still is best friend what . i know you hard working but you is totally over !
Maybe last year we in the same class and my exam result better than you
and i in 2A class but you in 2R but no much differences what  .
But our result just same .
Okay now you got tuition i don't have , but our result just litter bit differences .
I know you be not reconciled to , coz you got tuition also same with me result but already so good d Just don;'t give your self pressure please my friend !

 I don't want see we just regret with that exam result den can't do best friend :( PLS . 
Baby , don't scare me </3that day you say wanna break with me i totally lost my way ...
 i can't think any things d .... why ? don't leave me can .... :( 
I just need you .... don't like that treat me please . 
i cant accept this thing if happen it ! Don't break with me any more .
 I just like now our relationship don't care what happen we just can understanding to each other . 
Don't coz that litter bit thing we agree till cry and heart pain .
 Baby i promise you i wont so xiao qi again and will listen what you say and you also listen what i say yaa :) LOVE YOU , MY BOY <3 :) 

戒烟 。 (:

终于6月了 ! 你要戒烟了 , 可是不懂你可不可以戒到 ... </3
Baby i really hope that you can quit smok . (':
When you promise me don't forget it and break your promise
when you break your promise you are started to hurts me </3
Remember it baby ♥

My Man don't forget arh ♥

We tgt already 492 days d ♥

Teehee ! ~\(≧▽≦)/~

Happy ♥.♥

Baby I LOVE YOU <3

Muackzzzz ♥

HOLIDAY  :) 

Damn sienz arh when holiday ! all go out , me din out UNFAIR ! ╮(╯﹏╰）╭ 

HATE it ! =..=

This thursday maybe go GENTING :DDDDD 

With hubby ♥ 

Teehee ! <3.<3

Any way , guys Happy Holiday ! <3 :) 

Stay Tuned ♥

朋友 ？ 我没有朋友 .

朋友 ？我们变得很陌生 ....
不知怎么了 , 是你变了 , 还是因为我们不同班的原因 ...
我们再也不是以前的我们了 ... 我真的很想你，想念以前的你 ...
以前的你还在吗 ? 我们还是好朋友吗 ?
为什么到了2012我们都好像变了另一个人似一样 ...
我们还可以想以前一样吗 ？

我真的真的很痛心 </3

朋友你还在吗 ？